This is my journal entry.
I WANT A CAR! Hehe
I do. I wish I could drive. I don't care what I'd have to drive... there are so many places I want to go and take pictures, but I
can't because I have no way of GETTING THERE! My parents and aunt are wayyyy too fucking lazy or think they're too busy, to help me out here... but I'll tell you where I want to go. *nods*
1. Gurnsey Hollow (200 y/o cemetary with a huuuggee cement cross, right in the middle of the woods, totally isolated and hidden... I
it)
2. Chautauqua Institution (absolutely beautiful, rich summer community here, fairly snooty, but the homes and senery are to die for)
3. Salamanca Antiques Mall (actually, I just want to buy a lot of stuff from here, and use it as props for pictures.)
4. Pittsburgh, Buffalo? (both places make me want to burst with inspiration but I never have a camera)
Maybe I'm just being silly... maybe it's not even possible. A lot of the time, I feel stupid for posting things on here, because I just realized, a really, really good idea for a photo can't be mastered in five minutes... it does take time. And I usually don't take time... but I love to do photography. I usually can't come up with very good ideas... and I hate that, because I wish I could. I want to be a photographer. But sometimes, I really don't see the talent, patience, or originality that I need. That breaks my heart to think...