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EVERYONE!! I HAVE A NEW USERNAME!!!! I'M ADDING EVERYTHING ONTO IT CURRENTLY, I'LL TELL YOU WHEN IT'S DONE!!!! IT'S: THECAMERAJUNKIE</i></u>

>> thecamerajunkie.deviantart.com <<

thanks guys :) I'm getting shit loaded on there, you can check it out whenever though. Just wanted to inform my frendzziiieeees :)

FRIENDS!
:iconsarahjanegardiner89: :iconstarknightgoku: :iconsickntwisted: :iconatheist101:

THE BEST FRIEND!
:iconsleeper-desolate:

I WISH I COULD STILL BE FRIENDS WITH...
:iconjugl3r:

ARTISTS THAT BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE!
:iconlithiumpicnic: :iconsickntwisted: :iconkittynn: :iconmellon: :iconthesin:

WRITERS WHO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE!
:iconsleeper-desolate: :icongirlwithabrokenheart:

ARTISTS WHO FUCKING ROCK AND I :heart:!
:iconlarafairie: :iconresko-g35: :iconmissmisery: :iconsubterfugemalaises: :iconbanxter: :iconoresama-shiko: :iconrabidwire: :iconnoistar: :icondarunia-art: :iconsaralclark:
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Wee!

3 min read
Mood: neutral, sick of cleaning
Listening to: my playlist (see below)
Eating: nothing right now, anyway
Waiting for: Blue Heron Music Festival with Natalie (I hope)!! 10 dayssss, baby!!! :headbang: :peace: :heart:

FRIENDS!
:iconsarahjanegardiner89: :iconstarknightgoku: :iconsickntwisted: :iconatheist101:

THE BEST FRIEND!
:iconsleeper-desolate:

I WISH I COULD STILL BE FRIENDS WITH...
:iconjugl3r:

ARTISTS THAT BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE!
:iconlithiumpicnic: :iconsickntwisted: :iconkittynn: :iconmellon: :iconthesin:

WRITERS WHO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE!
:iconsleeper-desolate: :icongirlwithabrokenheart:

ARTISTS WHO FUCKING ROCK AND I :heart:!
:iconlarafairie: :iconresko-g35: :iconmissmisery: :iconsubterfugemalaises: :iconbanxter: :iconoresama-shiko: :iconrabidwire: :iconnoistar: :icondarunia-art: :iconsaralclark:

My Playlist!
Chop Suey! - System of a Down
Drift - Forty Foot Echo
Freshmen - The Verve Pipe
Wake Up - Three Days Grace
Losing My Religion - REM
February - Dar Williams
Forgotten - Avril Lavigne
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I want to put avatars in my journal entry. So this is my testing area. Please ignore any errors, PLEASE!! I'M LEARNING!!
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This is my journal entry.

I WANT A CAR! Hehe :blush: I do. I wish I could drive. I don't care what I'd have to drive... there are so many places I want to go and take pictures, but I can't because I have no way of GETTING THERE! My parents and aunt are wayyyy too fucking lazy or think they're too busy, to help me out here... but I'll tell you where I want to go. *nods*

1. Gurnsey Hollow (200 y/o cemetary with a huuuggee cement cross, right in the middle of the woods, totally isolated and hidden... I :heart: it)

2. Chautauqua Institution (absolutely beautiful, rich summer community here, fairly snooty, but the homes and senery are to die for)

3. Salamanca Antiques Mall (actually, I just want to buy a lot of stuff from here, and use it as props for pictures.)

4. Pittsburgh, Buffalo? (both places make me want to burst with inspiration but I never have a camera)

Maybe I'm just being silly... maybe it's not even possible. A lot of the time, I feel stupid for posting things on here, because I just realized, a really, really good idea for a photo can't be mastered in five minutes... it does take time. And I usually don't take time... but I love to do photography. I usually can't come up with very good ideas... and I hate that, because I wish I could. I want to be a photographer. But sometimes, I really don't see the talent, patience, or originality that I need. That breaks my heart to think...
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x.ihatethis.x

2 min read
I hate this soooo much... absolutely everything. OK, maybe not everything. I don't hate photography. I don't hate Ashley. I don't hate my new black and white striped shirt. I don't hate food. (of course, how else would I purge?)

Ahhh I need to wash my face fucking acne. I wash it like twice a day and I still have these fuckers everywhere AND IT DRIVES ME NUTS!!

Finally got Page's shit out of my room. But it's still a mess because my mom decided to bitch at me.

I think I'll cut again tonight... yea, that sounds good. Mmm... it actually feels good, if you persuade yourself enough that it does. o.O if you think hard enough, if you want to hurt bad enough, if you push firmly enough... it does

I want prints. *pouts* ahhh I want too much shit, I should be quiet, I must sound so spoiled! I don't think I am... am I? Maybe I AM spoiled and I just don't know it. See, with me, I can't judge myself. i dont' know if I'm spoiled or not. I don't know if I have big boobs or not. I don't know if I'm annoying or not. I don't know if I look like a freak or not. I'm not sure whether an outfit looks good or not, my judgement is horrible. Maybe I shouldn't think. Maybe I should go upstairs and sleep, that sounds good. Yea. Sleep. Mmmmm.

EEEEEE I know, I want to die!!! *dances* that sounds good

I had a horrible dream last night, I deamt that Dillon came back from South Carolina early, and, as soon as he walked in the door I started beating the shit out of him and screaming that he wasn't supposed to be back yet. God, I hope he stays weeks.

yea I'm gonna go now I'm acting like a fuckwit. See ya... um... later. Wee.
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